New year

As the sun sets on today, I thought about this:
What does this year have in store for me?

Well, for a start, there's a few personal things I want to change:
I want to care less about other people's opinions of me.
I want to be able to be myself.
I want to be happy with who I am.
I want to tell the truth, no matter how much it hurts me or others.
I want to enjoy my life - live every day as my last.
I want to love... and be loved.
I want to know... and be known.

Basically, I want to be happy.

And to be honest, if that means losing my friends or whatever, then so be it. I'd rather be happy with no friends than to pretend to be happy with a load of fake friends.

Let it be known that if I communicate with you in the slightest in 2009, it's because I want to. Not because, as is the case now, I feel obligated.

Just thought I'd let you know.