And I swear to God, I'll find myself in the end!

So I think I'm finally working myself out a bit.
I'm becoming who I've wanted to be for a while. And it's becoming clear that people might not like it. But I'm thinking tough. That wasn't me, before. Yes, you might not like me now. But I'd rather you didn't like me for who I am, than like me for who I'm not.
I'm being true to myself, true to everyone. I refuse to go through life any longer, being someone I'm not.

"I've been thinking of everything

I used to want to be
I've been thinking of everything
Of me, of you and me

This is the story of my life
(These are the lies I have created)
This is the story of my life
(These are the lies I have created)

I'm in the middle of nothing
And it's where I want to be
I'm at the bottom of everything
And I finally start to leave

This is the story of my life
(These are the lies I have created)
This is the story of my life
(These are the lies I have created)
(I've created...)

And I swear to god
I'll find myself
In the end

And I swear to god
I'll find myself
In the end

And I swear to god
I'll find myself
In the end
In the end

And I swear to god
I'll find myself
In the end

In the end [x4]

This is the story of my life
These are the lies I have created
This is the story of my life
Thse are the lies I have created
(I've created)
This is the story of my life
(whispers)
These are the lies I have created...."

I love those lyrics.


I'm done.