Dreams

So, apparently my lack of sleep is becoming noticeable to my family: my brother thinks I'm on something.

It's because I'm reliving it almost every single night. Not good.

And tonight, was supposed to have a date: About half an hour before I'm supposed to meet him, he texts me saying he can't make it, he's skint. I text him saying I could buy him a few drinks, he's like that, no I'd feel bad. So I just left it. Then I met a few pals for a few drinks, walking home and what do I see? Him going into his flat with another guy, who turns out to be his ex.

Men!

I swear to God.

Anyway, had a good night with Calum and Sarah :)




He wants to meet me on Thursday - will see about that, but I doubt it.

Done anyway.
Night.